It's that day again...

1. What do you most want to be remembered for? My sexy body. For being me.

2. What quotation best fits your outlook on life? “If life seems jolly rotten, there’s something you’ve forgotten and that’s to laugh and smile and dance and sing.” - Monty Python

3. What single achievement are you most proud of in the past year? Not dying.

4. What about the past ten years? Changing my outlook on life and learning how to love a person truly and completely.

5. If you were asked to give a child a single piece of advice to guide them through life, what would you say? When life bites, bite right back at it. Arrr. Gimme your candy.

"She looks like Pippi Longstockings. Or maybe that girl from Wendy's..."
"You mean... Wendy?"

Good morning!

I just got home from my friend Emma's farm that's about an hour and half away out in the middle of nowhere. Yeah... I only stayed there for 7 hours, but hey! It was worth it because I was with the girls. And of course, the one night that we decided to camp out was the one night that it decides to rain. We had a campfire going and everything... But yeah, we had to grab everything and run into the house to avoid getting soaked. So... no camp out. Granted, the tents were kinda leaky and the stains were disgusting (or as Emily would like to call them, "period stains"), and I don't like doing "outdoors-y" stuff like camping out, but I thought it would have been at least pretty interesting. And I'll know never to go back to Emma's farm again.

Sharing a not-so-big bed with two other girls is not comfortable, especially when you're sleeping in the middle. My back hurts like a bitch now. I also scared myself awake at 4:30 after only two hours of sleep. Did I mention that Emma's farm is haunted? Sure it's extremely beautiful during the day, but the whole place is creepy as hell at night. And after hearing those ghost stories (which I completely believe because Emma is not the type of person to make stupid shit up) last Halloween, I couldn't sleep right last night. So I woke up staring out the window, and I could have sworn that I saw some blurry bright thing move. And when I closed my eyes, I could tell the room got dark again. Maybe I put silly thoughts into my head, or maybe not. Who knows? But I definitely could not fall asleep again after that. Carly, Heather, and I left at around 6:30. We saw lots of wild turkeys on the road home.

Yes. Turkeys. I gobbled at them each time we passed some. It was fun. We also saw a yellow road sign that said "CHURCH"... I wonder what that's supposed to suggest.

Alright... I'm gonna go try to do something to keep me awake because if I fall asleep now, I'll get back on that horrible sleeping schedule. Must. Stay. Awake.

And to my favorite Molly... wish you could have been there last night. We missed you and we hope you're feeling better. =)

Just got home from the airport. Now I sleep for a long long period of time...

Being awake at 3:30 in the morning results in this...

JoePingPong: my computer feels so clean
SooshiMooshi: you should make out with it
JoePingPong: I think I might
JoePingPong: it's soo... tempting
SooshiMooshi: isn't it though?
SooshiMooshi: my computer is damn sexy
SooshiMooshi: oh wait. that's just my reflection

JoePingPong: people at my school don't like me.
JoePingPong: I talk too much
SooshiMooshi: really?
SooshiMooshi: I thought that people at school wouldn't like you cause you're too pretty

JoePingPong: hey. let's audition you fro the next season of "the real world"
SooshiMooshi: oooh that would be fun! a chinese girl from Tennessee on the real world!
JoePingPong: I'm serious, can we do it??
JoePingPong: I mean, you are 18 right?
JoePingPong: wait. they would film in august....
JoePingPong: but still...that would rock!
SooshiMooshi: haha you're serious aren't you?
JoePingPong: I am
JoePingPong: I mean, you are attractive and interesting
JoePingPong: it would totally rock
JoePingPong: people would totally watch you
SooshiMooshi: I wouldn't watch me.
JoePingPong: I would.
JoePingPong: I would watch me too
JoePingPong: i'm going to audition when i'm a bit older
JoePingPong: i'm too immature. people wouldn't want to watch me. i need some muscle.
JoePingPong: and an older lookin face. i need to SEXIFY myself before i record my vid
JoePingPong: i have 18-24...i have 6 years to get on
SooshiMooshi: haha... that is your goal now isn't it

SooshiMooshi: we went to her farm on Halloween
SooshiMooshi: and went to the cemetary at midnight
JoePingPong: CEMETERY
JoePingPong: there's no A in cemetery
SooshiMooshi: there's no A in your mom

JoePingPong: look at this first: www.kidblount.com with your speakers on.
JoePingPong: "helllo my future girlfriend...this is what i sound like"
SooshiMooshi: i want to marry that kid

Wow. Can you imagine. All these great quotes from one single conversation. I really should start going to bed early.

Anyway, here's my shoutout to Joe. Remember when I got mad at you that one time back in the day for reading a few pages of my diary? Well now you can do it every single day! Guilt-free! Anyhow~ Thanks for staying up until ungodly hours with me. You're pretty. =)

So as you can tell, I spruced things up a bit here. Or maybe completely fucked it over, I can't decide.

There's more that I want to do but I'm stupid and I don't know how to work these things, so maybe I'll just leave it alone for now.

I'm taking my mom to the airport at 4:45 in the morning and seeing how its 2:04am right now... I don't think I'll be going to bed tonight. I might just stay up until I have to take her, get home at around 6, and then sleep until 3:30 in the afternoon before I have to go to work. It works out great because I'll need to stay up late tomorrow night anyway since I'm going to my friend's farm for a girls get-together.

I woke up this morning because my nose was throbbing with pain. I wondered why. As I looked in my bathroom mirror, I realized that I had somehow almost ripped out my nose stud. Not pretty. I managed to get it back in without making things worse, but not before I nearly passed out twice. I think when I get really nervous or scared, the adrenaline rush is too much for me to handle... all the blood drains from my face, I feel lightheaded, everything sounds fuzzy, and things start turning white. It's like a bad acid trip... not that I would know or anything. *Ahem* So anyway, that happened. My nose is still kinda sore, but I think it will be okay. Let's just hope that my nose doesn't fall off anytime soon... I really don't want to start looking like Michael Jackson (no offense to you Sivan, but he's a wee bit creepy lookin).

These past two days with the mom has been pretty fun. As much fun as you can have with a mom, anyway. We had Thai food tonight, which was delicious. Then we went to Target to shop around. I finally got a new steering wheel cover (only mine's black) again.

Oh yeah, I didn't tell you about what happened to my old steering wheel cover, did I? I got a steering wheel cover - which will be named, Fuzzy - when I had my old car. The steering wheel tends to get really cold in the winter, and really hot in the summer... to the point that you don't want to touch it. I decided to get a hideous cover to protect my delicate hands. So I got Fuzzy. Fuzzy was loyal and it kept my hands from freezing off over this past winter. It did a good job, obviously, since I'm able to type this story out for you as we speak.

When I got into my car accident, the car had to be taken to the body job downtown. After we found out that it was totaled, my mom when to go get anything that I had left in there. When she got back, the one thing that I wanted was Fuzzy. However, Fuzzy was not there. I asked my mom about it, and she said that she couldn't find it. Somone had actually stolen Fuzzy!

Who the hell steals fuzzy steering wheel covers??

So anyway... I got Fuzzy 2 today at Target. It's a good thing too since my car and everything in it's black and it attracts heat like no other... I once wore mittens when I was driving because the wheel was so hot. Yeah. I'm that cute.

Alright. I'm gonna go talk to anyone who's still up. Byebye~

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Happy Birthday, Molly!!!

You're what, 13 now? ^_~

*Beep Beep*

1. What brand of toothpaste do you use? I use two ~ Aquafresh and Crest

2. What brand of toilet paper do you prefer? ... The soft kind?

3. What brand(s) of shoes do you wear? Uhhh there's too many to list. But I like Steve Madden shoes a lot.

4. What brand of soda do you drink? Coca-Cola

5. What brand of gum do you chew? Orbit or Winterfresh

After 12 long miserable years of school, I celebrate my graduation from high school by doing what I do best.

Shopping.

Molly and I went to the mall this afternoon and we both spent way too much money of stuff we really didn't need. But fuck you, it's my graduation. =) Besides, I plan on not spending *any* money (no food, either) for the next three weeks until... well... Molly and I get to spend some more money in Florida (assuming I go, that is). Ugh. You know, being friends with this girl is really draining on my checking account. I hate you, Molly.

But hey, I work for a reason, don't I? Plus, I rarely go on shopping splurges. No, really, I'm serious.

So anyway, I want to thank those of you who were able to make it on Monday, it really means a lot. I know how heinously boring those things can be, so I really appreciate it. You are awesome.

Not only did my friends attend my graduation (which would already be enough) I got fun stuff from them too. I got a beautiful new cell phone from Big Steve. It's all fancy with a built-in camera and I'm too dumb to use it. (Me? Distinguished Scholar? What?) Damon and Eric got me a pretty new watch that I really needed because my old one sucked and was always slow. I got a huge bag purse thing from Esther and Ruth... which is perfect for when I travel back and forth from Austin to TN. Ken got me a really pretty photo album which I also needed because I had a lot of pictures that were scattered all over my room. Terence and Suzy gave me a lotion/soap set that smells like roses. Yum. Speaking of roses, they also got me a dozen pink ones too. I was excited. Flowers make me happy. Now I get to go through the fun process of writing thank-you cards. Whee!

I am such a spoiled brat. ^_^

Good news: My mom is fine now... in fact, she was fine yesterday morning. She had a 24-hour stomach flu and aside from a little drowsiness, she's perfectly okay. She was unable to attend my graduation though, which was kinda disappointing, but I'm just happy that she got better really quickly. Hurray for mommy!

Bad News: My stomach is beginning to hurt. It's been feeling funny since this afternoon. Let's just hope I don't wake up at 4:30 and start puking my guts out. *Crosses fingers*

I'm sleepy now. Time for Tammy to go byebye. (-_-) zzzz

I woke up this morning at 4:30 to the sound of my mom puking her brains out in the bathroom. By the time I left at 8:15, she had already thrown up 12 times. And when I called at around 11:30, she was still in the bathroom. Poor mommy... I don't know what's wrong.

I'm worried. She's a the doctor right now and I hope everything is gonna be okay.

I have to leave again in a little bit to go to a graduation reception, and then the graduation itself. I plan on decorating my cap, so if you're coming, look for a head that says, "03... biatch!" on it.

So yeah. I'm out of here. Hope to see you all soon. BYE!

I am home alone. Finally.

So a quick update of these past few days:
-My brother's wedding reception last night went really well. Lots and lots of good authentic Chinese food (remember, don't ask what it is... just eat it). We all had a good time, despite the fact that I am traumatized for the rest of my life after watching my brother and his wife make out. Ew. There's a great picture of my reaction to it as well. Let me tell you, it's priceless.
-Coffee does no good in keeping me up. I had a drink that had 4 shots of latte and expresso with caramel last night, and all it did was make me sleepier. No good, I say.
-I watched Matrix on Thursday night. It was definitely disappointing. Too much mushy "I'll never let you go, here, let me pump your heart back to life" love crap, and not enough ass kicking. A few fights scenes were cool, but the other ones were way too animated. Oh, and I still hold to my belief that Keanu Reeves is one of the worst actors. Ever. By the way, what is a "systemic anomoly"? It was way too late for me to even attempt trying to understand the movie. As how Damon would put it, "Oooooh... so *that's* where all the SAT words go..."
-Amy is one of the most amazing pianists. I saw her recital today and I won't even begin to tell you how incompetent I felt when I heard her. She's incredibly talented. Go Amy.
-I lent my car to the brother this afternoon and I got it back with a full tank of gas. I knew he was my brother for a reason. ^_~
-I've been having trouble sleeping because I've been sleeping with my mom these past two nights. I'm not used to her bed, and I can only sleep really well in my own. I like the way my room sounds at night... the fan, the computer, some music... It's way too quiet in my mom's room, and her bed is not as comfy as mine. It's gonna be rough when I have to get used to a new bed after summer.
-I miss a certain someone. Just thought that you'd like to know.
-My graduation is tomorrow. I keep forgetting that it is and I don't think that's a good thing... Somone remind me, okay? Anyway... hope to see some of you there.

I think I'm gonna go take a nap or maybe watch a movie now or something. Or maybe I just run around naked and party by myself because no one is here. Oh, you know that'd be hot. (Haha bad mental images for you!) Byebye~

I need to start coming home earlier if I want to get on a good sleeping schedule. I can't be doing this going-to-bed-at-4-and-waking-up-at-10 thing every day. Summer is when I'm supposed to actually get some rest to make up for the lack thereof during the school year. Yeah. I really don't know how I'm going to survive through college seeing how I only got 4-5 hours of sleep a night during high school. Maybe I should just never sleep. Ever.

Happy Birthday, Big Steve!!!

(Your mom's face.)

My tummy feels kinda funny.

Five for Friday:

1. What drinking water do you prefer -- tap, bottle, purifier, etc.? Bottled. Aquafina, perferrably. Shut up, I'm picky about my water.

2. What are your favourite flavor of chips? Salt and Vinegar (yeah I know, it's gross, but I can't help it!)

3. Of all the things you can cook, what dish do you like the most? I can make a mean omlette. Grrr...

4. How do you like your eggs? Unfertilized. Oh! You mean those eggs... Riiiiight. I like 'em scrambled.

5. Who was the last person who cooked you a meal? How did it turn out? Emma made me waffles on Tuesday morning. They were yumalicious.

I seriously have to pee. But I'm too lazy to move. What do I do?!?

My brother and his girl are coming in town tomorrow because their wedding reception is here on Saturday. I don't want to give up my room for them, but I guess it's the nice thing to do. Let's all hope that they don't do it on my bed because that's disgusting and ew never let me talk about this ever again. I need a shower now or something.

Sunset Grill's cheesecake is incredible, by the way. Expensive, but good. I'm gonna go to sleep now and dream about eating some more cheesecake. You should, too. I'd even be nice and share. Bluh. Tammy's becoming such a fatty. Must. Stop. Eat.

Oh, one more thing. Here's a "shoutout" to Ben. [Not you, Ben, the other one.] Now, will you stop bugging me about it? Thanks.

I just realized that I've had this page thingie for 2 years and 8 days. That's long, considering that I rarely continue doing one particular thing after a couple of months cause I'll get bored with it. What can I say? I'm a quitter.

So anyway, Happy Anniversary to me.

So I really, really want to go to Bonnaroo, New England but I'm not sure if I will have to do some college stuff during those days [August 8-10]. Gah. Bad timing!

Would someone be willing to buy the tickets from me if I can't go? It's gonna be really really good.

I really need to get a day job. I got home this morning at around 9:30 and all I've done was work out, watch TV, sleep, watch TV, eat, sleep, eat, sleep, in that exact order.

I fell asleep three times! Three!

I can't be doing this for the rest of summer because it's eventually going to be me sleeping for an entire 3 months and no one will ever be able to see me! Not that it matters that much anyway... ^_~ So yeah, I think I just may go out and find me a job for the mornings/afternoons. The question is where...

So I can't decide if I want to be lazy or be a giant dork and take an exam that I'm exempt from in order to boost my semester grade. Hrm... Decisions. I'm thinking that there's really no need to take it because senior rankings are finished, I'm already going to college, and... yeah. Good reasoning, Tammy.

I think I may clean out some useless old school stuff now. I may start a bonfire downstairs later and start burning anything related to Calculus. You know you want to join me. I leave you with some Retarded Animal Babies. Cause you know... E is for Pants. [Saw this awhile ago but Lizzy reminded me about it yesterday.] Enjoy!