I had almost forgotten what pain like this feels like.

I had almost forgotten what it's like to let go of the person I thought I was going to be with forever.

I had almost forgotten how much it hurts.

Almost.

Wow. What an interesting few days/nights it's been.

Wow.

To Phuong - I hope everything is okay and that you didn't mean some of the things you said last night. I know that things are never gonna be the same so that means we just have to make the best out of what we've got. You and I need to kick each other's asses back into shape, okay? Know that I'm always here for you no matter what.

To Shrekanie - I know that things haven't been easy for you and that things aren't going as smoothly as you would like. I can't even begin to tell you how much I'm gonna miss you and your weirdness after tomorrow. You're gonna come visit me in Nashvegas, right? Okay cool. Just remember: I'm only a phone call away, so never hesitate to call.

To Julie - I hope you're okay after whatever happened last night. You've only been gone for less than a day and I already miss you! Whatthefuckisthis?? I hope you have fun this summer in Austin... Don't forget to go to class! Can't wait to see you... in your new(?) apartment in August!

To Vivian - YOU LEFT AND I DIDN'T GET TO GIVE YOUR GIFT-THINGIE! (You know, the poop nuggets I left in the middle of your room?) Hurry back to Austin so I get to give it to you and see you once more before I leave! Bring Chloe while you're at it! Have fun in Austin over the summer and make sure you keep me posted on everything.

To Terence - Thanks for letting me use your for the boat today. And thanks for... everything you did... afterwards. Yeah.

To Lee-Ting - Oh wow, so we definitely didn't plan on what happened today. I'm really sorry about it and I hope you get well soon. Gosh, if that doesn't kill whatever desire you had to go on a boat again, then I'm not sure what does. Anyway, heal fast so you can take advantage of that hot tub that Tye is going to buy you.

While we were watching America's Most Wanted on tv today:

"Do you ever wonder if this show is real or not?"

"Why wouldn't it be?"

"Well, there's no way they can catch all that stuff on camera, so how can it be real??"

"Umm... those are re-enactments."

Yay for another annoyingly great flash animation. I must say this is the best thing that I've seen since that god-awful Kenya song:

Ring ring ring ring ring ring ring Banana Phone!

Cellular! Modular! Interactive-odular!

[Thanks for showing this to me, Vivian. Now I just need to figure out how to get it out of my head.]

My roommate for the next week is awesome.

S e h n E 13: i lovew yhiouy more!
S e h n E 13: tammy cheng. you are awesome and i am going to miss you so much. haha. crazy girl.
S e h n E 13: thank you again for ymmat. i love "him" so much...even if he does smell.
S e h n E 13: its ok though, you smell too and i still love you. ;-)
S e h n E 13: and thank you for the cd. i will listen to it all the time.
S e h n E 13: dont know that i should listen to it on the drive back to dallas though...might make me sad and i might want to turn around and come back!
S e h n E 13: and remember...not goodbye...but hello forever!

Aww. Stoopid, I love you FOM head to toe.

"Heddo? WAT u doing?"

Happy Birthday, Julie!
One more year until you're 21! But not like it matters anyway.


And just a little advice for you tonight in case you go bar-hopping:
Dchang11: drunk people on fire scare the personnel
Dchang11: not sure why...

tingerhopper: haha.. you know, i always thought that line was, "move girl, light your ass on fire"
Auto response from SooshiMooshi: Move girl, like yo ass on fire.
tingerhopper: and i didn't understand it
tingerhopper: but that makes more sense.

In other news, I have a new roommate until I have to move out. Which... is... tomorrow morning at 7. Hurrah!

[Edit]

So at 5:40 this morning, after a long day night 3 hours of packing, I come to the realization that I didn't have to move out by 7am today, but rather, 7am tomorrow. I'm a complete moron.

So tonight, Sarah asks me, "Why do Asians make peace signs in pictures?"

And I didn't know how to answer her because I'm not sure why myself.

Do you know?

As this school year is coming to an end,

I say goodbye to 5am trips to Kerbey Lane/POHI/Waffle House, bubble tea, theme parties that suck, living... or not really living in a dorm, 8am classes, jello shots/kings/powerhour, numerous nights at the PCL, and new-found friendships.

And I go back to 2am trips to Waffle House/Steak 'n' Shake, working at GC, Southern hospitality, shopping with the Mom, being the "token" Asian girl, Molly's DVD collection, throwin' up some 'bows, and old friends whom I haven't forgotten.





And to the people who were neither here nor there:






It's been an amazing year. Thank you all for everything.

[Edit]

S e h n E 13: you make me smile and cry happy tears at the same time.
S e h n E 13: damn you.
SooshiMooshi: haha
S e h n E 13: shit you made me lose my contact

<<< I added some new people on the side. God, before I know it, this place will be overrun by Xanga.

Esther - I've been meaning to add you for the longest time, but here it is. Finally. So are you gonna come visit me at 3 in the morning some more this summer?

Joy - My future sexy roommate! I love this girl because she never fails to make me laugh.

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My nails are pink.

Very. Very. Pink.

Pink and ugly.

Kind of like this page.

Today, Stephanie and I went to the Co-op to sell back our text books. I kept my fingers crossed in hopes of getting some cash back since I am in serious need of money. Even twenty dollars would help.

Unfortunately, I did not get twenty dollars back.

I got $291.25 instead.

Hello. I'm bling-blingin.

We then...

Ate at Din-Ho where the waiter asked us, "Is this for dinner or for a snack?" and where Stephanie orderd some "fat" noodles.

I got melon seeds, seaweed, and gross lemon tea at the HK market. What is it with me and buying nasty Asian drinks?

Went to True Blue and got me a pretty aqua gem that is mother huge.

"Got owned" by 6th street.

Wondered where the bats go at night.

Discovered that Stephanie's passenger seatbelt smells like me.

Listened to Boyz II Men while making out in the bushes. I mean... Uh...

"What are those blue rectangle things??"

Ate some delicious beignets. Although, I'm not sure if what Stephanie ate should be called a beignet with all the powered sugar she put on it.

Even though Tabasco sause tastes great with "Asian", there's a reason why beignets aren't listed as one of the things on which you should use Tabasco sauce.

In other news, boredom hits again:


This is all goodbye.

Happy 19th, Lindsey!
I'm throwin' up some 'bows for you here.

Blogger got a makeover and I absolutely hate it. This almost makes me want to switch to Xanga for awhile in protest. Almost.

Anyway, Ben says that this is a good game. Unfortunately, I have a laptop and do not have a number pad, and therefore cannot play it. But I'll take Ben's word and agree that it's badass. You must get the gold hammer!

As you can tell, I've been absent for the last few days. The boy came to visit me seeing how he was already done with all of his exams.

What we did...

I think I watched more movies in a span of 4 days than I have this entire semester. We watched Triplets of Belleville, Stuck on You, Mean Girls [which was David's idea, not mine! But the movie was really good anyway], The Girl Next Door, Richard Pryor Live on the Sunset Strip and Van Wilder.

Using a pink loofah while listening to Jessica Simpson in the shower is fun, isn't it?

So. Much. Food.

I can beat a boy in Bob-omb!!! Damn, I'm good.

Romantic line of the week: "You know, I think my mom has that same shirt."

POPO IS NOT A RIP-OFF HAMTARO!

I don't know how to drive downtown for the life of me. I hate you 7th street! *Shakes fist*

Some people just have perfect timing...

Porn shops are funny.

Anyway, I'll spare you all the gruesome details. We had fun. [Thank you for coming to visit me, and I love you.]

In other news, I missed you girls. I don't know what I'm going to do with myself when I can't see you guys for the rest of summer.

Hope the rest of you had fun at the crazy parties this weekend. Sorry I couldn't be there, but I had other things to do... I mean... Uhh... Gottagobye.

SooshiMooshi: hi
SooshiMooshi: how are you?
S e h n E 13: sure
S e h n E 13: i mean
S e h n E 13: okay

What a weekend.

I went to San Antonio on Friday with Stephanie, Joy, Vivian, and Tam. I got to see the Riverwalk and eat an expensive meal with 9th graders. Much thanks to Grace for taking us around and being our bitch. =)

Lumpy is a huge fatty fat fatty now. He's not much of a "dwarf" hamster anymore.

Sarah and I finally had a room 1304 party.

The Zetas + Stephanie went to College Station for the Rho Delta Chi formal at A&M. Whoever said that it was a really pretty drive there was obviously on crack, because it was probably one of the most god-awfully drives ever as there was absolutely nothing to see. Well, aside from cows, that is. Everyone knows that cows are pretty. Moo. And cow tipping is not allowed!

Vivian and I held hands for a long time. And we cuddled while watching Usher. And it was totally cute.

But I get to cuddle with someone else for the rest of this week. Hahahabarf.

Psycogyrrl: if you get yourself a dick, ill consider you

I ate 4 hamburgers in a span of 30 hours. I might just turn into a Lumpy as well.

You can get a camel ride in Riverside.

I never knew thought that Bush and Blair would admit they had a thing for each other. But my suspicions have been confirmed. [Link via Alkie]

Congratulations to all the new ASR officers and chairs for 2004-2005.

My name is Tammy. I like never updating.
I know you all have missed me, and the reason I have been gone is because my left leg has been amputated.
I'll miss Spanky (that's what I called it).
Help me.
I have no teefs.

I'll leave you all with one last question.
Why you think you take a ho to a hotel?